Hexx Thirteen

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:46:34 GMT

Johnny Depp: Demon Barber Of Fleet Street

9/2/2006
Playbill reports that DreamWorks has given the green light to Tim Burton's production of Stephen Sondheim's Broadway hit Sweeney Todd, to star frequent Burton collaborator Johnny Depp. The film is tentatively slated for a late 2007 release. Curiously, neither Sondheim.com nor Sondheim.org make any mention of the film adaptation.

I would totally watch this, if it became a movie.

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:56:33 GMT

Friday The 13th ruled.

I decided to write a song on this day, and am almost done working on it.

Its a little different then what I normally do but I like it so far.

I've been watching horror movies and writing music all day.

Most of that is over now and I'm watching the original Mr. And Mrs. Smith..

HOLY SHIT is it different. It really shows how things were back then, there are strange angles, and looks that
show what parts of the remake were based off which is really neat.

*EDIT* the ending was cute, weird, and just strange. But I liked it:)

I wanted to go out and do something tonight, but being productive at home was also good too.

The album is coming along really well. I should be putting some songs out soon.

I'm gonna cut short tonight, as I have more to do. I'm trying to keep myself busy as possible.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:52:21 GMT

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Your key planet Mercury the Communicator is currently over-activated. High frequency buzzes are pulsing through your nervous system. Your mind is flooded with thoughts, pushing you to the edge of brilliance. Capture the unconventional ideas now before they disappear, but be careful of moving so fast that you burn yourself out.

I think this is great considering the post I just made.

I am actually writing down all the ideas I've had today/as well as working on one of the songs.

PRICELESS

BUSYBUSYBUSY

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 02:02:37 GMT

OK

Back to roadie work. sweet.

Book is going well, about halfway done.

Cover Artwork for book is a huge pain in the ass but I have settled on an idea that I am constructing which
will be the biggest SFX/artistic project I have ever attempted/worked on before. It is fucking great and I cant wait till I have everything I need.

Music is going great. Its flowing straight out exactly the way I want it to.
A brand new version of the track The Result Of is being worked on, and its perfect to me. I love it.
The concept of that song is quite personal, but the positive message within that song is still there.

Everything seems to be going great. DMV and people who are helping me get my lisence is driving me nuts currently.
I will pass that test. EASILY. The only problem everyone is flaking on me, cant make it for good reasons, or DMV itself fucks me over.

That promise is almost at an end. NO matter what happened, has happened or wont happened, I am still keeping it all the way to the end.
I could have broken it. EASILY, but I didnt. I'd like to say that should say something to you, but I dont think it will. I'm just trying to
stay true to what I swore.

The drinking plan has changed, I realized the only way I did it before was with YOUR help. That help is not there anymore, so I must do it on my own and in a new way. I have the will power stop eating meat, since May 24th I have used my will power to change my life and havent gone back to meat. I am quite proud of myself.

ALOT of people close to me thought I would never acheive such a goal. But I did. I feel like I am reclaiming my life, my ambitions, and maybe my very soul.

Its good to feel my will power once more, to feel in control of my life. I am not dead yet. I am not finished with my life.

Everything tells me I am on the right path in my life. And if I'm wrong then I shall use this new will of mine, to change my life for the better once more.

hahaha

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:10:14 GMT

"anything is better then the godfather right?"

hahahahahahahaha

inside joke that made me laugh

hmm

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 22:23:19 GMT

Sunday, September 24, 2006
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Your own self-esteem is strengthened today as you begin to feel better about the possibilities before you. Go ahead and loosen your grip on day-to-day activities. Don't worry about the little details as much as you normally do. Your success is now related to your ability to just let the coming days unfold without micro-managing every single moment.

You know, after last night that is really intresting.

I cant tell if last night was a good idea or not, but I think it was.
It was just a weird night, and I felt out of place and right at home the whole night.

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 23:08:36 GMT

This is still working. I am getting better.

I am breaking through all this shit.

I might become homeless again. And I can still smile knowing that I wont be beaten back down.

hrmmmm

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:54:41 GMT

Everything seems to be going somewhat ok.

I have this dreadful feeling in my stomach, like something really bad is going to happen but I cant tell what.

I'm trying to be in good spirts. But its really hard. I am definatly feeling much better since I started trying this new lease on life sorta thing.

I've been working on a lot of lyrics, venting out all the pain as much as possible.
It's really helping quite a bit. I feel much more relaxed and peaceful then I have been as of late.

I'm begining to see alot of changes in the lives of those around me, even those I dont converse with.

Change is on the rise:)

Things are happening I cannot begin to explain how or why. I still feel kinda out of whack.
I got yelled at almost the entire fucking day at work. For shit I wasnt even doing wrong.
It was really sad, and borderline depressing. I am being so used by my family.
To the point where I wanna leave/move out. I want out of this room!!!

I cant fucking stand it, this room devours the life right out of me and friends/etc.

People dont want to visit me cause of my room itself. Its happened in the past too.

But its hard to maintain a regular job cause I cant do what I want then.

FRUSTRATED
OVER WORKED/UNDERPAID
UNDERLOVED BY FRIENDS FAMILY AND EVERYONE ELSE

I'm so lonely I almost feel diseased.

All I have left is my drive to have a better life, I'm fighting for my survival and my sanity.

My mindframe is kinda strange now but I am moving to a more positive mood.
Trying to so hard to just LIVE my life and not dwell in the past.

I'm going on the tour. I cant wait to get out of here for a GOOD fucking chunk of time:)
To leave my saddness, rage, depression and destroy it on the road. Let it burn right off of me.
Coming back from a tour (even as a roadie) has always felt like rebirth to me.

The single to be released under ZB Thirteen is almost done another day or so of rework, vocals, and done!
*WAY EXCITED*

The first single I was originally going to do is taking too much time to write it the way I want it,
Only one person out there actually will have a copy before its released. I'm keeping that promise and another promise to this day as well.

Tommorw is a brand new day, and another day of work so I'm gonna go to sleep.
Goodnight everyone. I hope you all had a good day!

I noticed some of you did ;)

Day One

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 07:46:32 GMT

It seems so many people are having a really shitty time lately.

For the past SEVERAL months I've been in a really bad place in my mind/soul/heart.

I feel as if people have walked all up and down on me, betrayal, hatred towards me, etc etc

I feel now as if I am finally coming out of it and am more then willing to fight my back to being happy.
It feels so good to fight the big bad sad machine:)

I am once again going on my no booze stand point. THREE months worth.

This time the person who helped me last time will not be there to help. This time it must be all me. MY WILLPOWER.
I am completly horrified to attempt this alone. I have been very close to losing it lately.

The other night I caught myself playing with a knife and came THIS close to doing something stupid.
Then I threw the knife on the other side of my room, and planned out my escape from my sad little world to a world I can embrace as good.

No matter what has happened to me, I realized recently that I am not dead yet. I will not die by my own hand, nor by bottle, or any other horrible thing

I dont feel like I am an example, if any my friends are my example. I see most of you hating your own lives, when I have been jealous of your success.

Your ability to work, your art, your creativity, your drive, your huge ambition, your rockstar ambition, etc etc

If I can turn my life around and make the best out of it then those of you I am talking to/about should be able to do the same.

Now is not the time to give up now, WE have all put so much into our lives, how could we give up now?!

Well, its been fun.

Tomorrow is DAY ONE of no drinking out of 90 DAYS.

Wish me luck;)

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 09:46:33 GMT

Dani, Dan and myself went to the store.

inside joke

tonight ruled

DAMMIT

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 00:04:33 GMT

So the person who was letting me borrow their car for the test was ten min. late, and they wouldnt let me take the test today.

My car did pass smog which made me happy, and I got some oil put in as it was low, and it drives soo much better!

My car seems happy now:)

I'm putting some finishing touches on a song, and have to get back to it.

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 02:36:47 GMT

panic!

judging from a few LJ entries from my listed friends it seems that I'm not the only one having a shit day

I feel depressed, pissed off, and really freaked out. This has been one of the worst days it seems.

In few days hopefully everything will be better, I'm taking my driving test tommorrow and getting my car smogged.

Wish me luck!!

haza

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 03:21:43 GMT

Monday, September 4, 2006

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Instead of springing from inspiration, your current creativity may come from your desire to achieve and get ahead. You know what you want and you have the ability to transform your playful or romantic urges into serious practical manifestations. Whatever you do today, be certain that it is done with a greater purpose in mind.

Thats a strange one for my birthday I think

heh

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:42:40 GMT

Friday, August 25, 2006
Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

You should be making the most of your time today, even if there are emotional overtones affecting you in surprising ways. But as you field a few unexpected wake-up calls, take notice that there will be no going back to sleep -- even if you are tired. The good news is that you've paid your dues and now it's time to take small, careful steps toward your well considered future.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 06:54:34 GMT

in the immortal words of Sheila.................

go fuck yourself.

its been a wretched day, day job sucks (night job rocks:) )worked on music blah blah blah broken record etc etc

I'm afraid of my birthday. On sept 4th I turn 25. There is a party. no its not at my house. if you want to come call me.
its probably going to get cancelled. maybe. or not. I have no real idea at the moment.

IF its not cancelled, it will be in Hayward. partying sunDAY untill TUESDAY morning. at which point I sleep:)

I dont know whats gonna happen. Its probably gonna suck/no ones gonna come/someone will yell at me and hurt me/someone will stop being my friend/insert painful object of discussion here/yadda yadda yadda/i think i hate myself/and so forth

ugh.....

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 09:31:54 GMT

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It still makes me laugh.....

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 01:15:38 GMT

Quote Of The Night

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 07:29:46 GMT

"It sounds like rockabilly and MSI......."

a real post later but for now........

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 21:36:55 GMT

Haiku² for hexx_thirteen
of music but that will come later weekend is going well i still
@

Created by Grahame

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Sat, 29 Jul 2006 20:44:06 GMT

It saddens me to see people I care about going through hell.

I feel powerless to do anything to help, but cant help but feel that I am not powerless but making it worse.

I think its time to face my demons and hold on for the entire ride no matter how horrible it might end.

It's time to give something back, and if it doenst work then at least I honored all the good that was there.

UpDate

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:31:05 GMT

Hoping to start work this week, my computer is at the shop trying to repair some small stuff.

So no online for me. I'm doing some oh so fun stuff to my ears I'll post pics when I'm done:)

Looking foward to finishing some projects, including the sample chapter of my book!!

The main outlines are complete, and a bunch more! I'm really excited

Well time to go join the real world once more take care everyone!!

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 05:52:08 GMT

I just got the new Depeche Mode album and I love it!!

UpDate

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 09:05:10 GMT

the new stuff is coming along well!!

I've spent alot of time working on the album and focusing on each track and I'm amazed at hows its coming along!

I'm planning a little veggie dinner sometime in the near future, you dont have to be a vegetarian or a vegan to attend:)

Life is kinda strange right now but some things are going great. Hung out with Marshall earlier, went to Eric's BBQ as well.

Non fleshie hot dogs were had:) No beer was had, which was really neat as it shows my departure from drinking is going well.

I still have that lost feeling at the moment but I'm working on changing all of that soon. There are several friends of mine I really dont see anymore
its really sad but I hope all will work out soon. I've been really drained lately, I was talking with a friend about lack of protein. Due to what is apparently a huge lack of proein, I have been really drained. If I'm not working on music I'm more or less really sad and depressed. ALL of my aggression is going into this new incarnation of the album tho.

Back to the studio, before Ze germans come.

Hmmmm

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 02:53:07 GMT

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Your life may seem like a puzzle with a missing piece today and it's impossible to get the whole picture. The more you dig, the further you seem from finding what you seek. For now it may be best to just let it go. Focus on what you know instead of what you don't for the best outcome.

Back From LA!!!

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:30:03 GMT

I got back this morning, I'll make a post about it later but I have alot of work to do!!

Some good things in the music area are in place soo no time for LJ!!!